Eloise, vivo por el anhelo de volver a verla. El tan solo considerar que usted podría anhelarlo también no me deja
descansar en paz. Ni mi corazón ni mi boca logran callarse desde el momento en que decidió besarme, porfavor ruego considerar el efecto que tiene en mi persona para la próxima vez.

La extraño, más de lo que podría imaginar.
Siempre suyo, VB.

you are embarrased about your blood, its redness,
the way its coming out of you with no concern for
anyone's feelings.
[ In the Dreamhouse, Carmen María Machado ]

YOU'LL CRY YOURSELF TO DEATH,
track 001 —  i bet on losing dogs, mitski
track 002 — the swan, camille saint saëns
track 003 — chateu, djo
track 004 — stuck on the puzzle, alex turner
track 005 — blue boy, mac demarco
track 006 — ribs, lorde
track 007 — i want you (she's so heavy), the beatles
track 008 — thérèse, maya hawke
track 009 — menuet, toshifumi hinata
track 010 — sunsetz, cigarettes after sex

WHY ARE YOU SO DEVOTED
TO YOUR OWN PAIN?
track 011 — taking my time, strawberry guy
track  012 — when the sun hits, slowdive
track 013 — smother, daughter
track 014  — two slow dancers, mitski
track 015 —bonfires, blue foundation
track 016 — rich girls, the virgins
track 017 — ballerina, yehezkel raz
track 018 — michele, sir chloe
track 019 — the rain that never came, apache sun
track 020 — i can't handle change, roar

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